Birthday

Soooo I'm finally 18.
But it's so bittersweet.
Getting a tattoo either Friday night, early Saturday, or early Sunday.
Can't decide what day.
I want to get two. My parents are paying for one, and I'm paying for another.

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Sooo Mike ended up getting me a birthday card and present. Ahahaha for a guy it wasn't half bad. The card was funny and the present was awesome.

I'm so amped for Shenandoah you wouldn't even know. I've met some pretty awesome kids and I think that I'm lucky for what I'm getting. I used to get frustrated because I've done some really really incredible things for people, worked hard my whole life, and gotten through a lot. I would always think selfish thoughts like 'when is life ever going to get easy for me?' because honestly, life has NEVER been easy, even as a child! I grew up when I turned 10 and I'm not going to talk about the details. But I've done a lot of growing up and I've worked hard and long and I think this is what I've been working so hard for. My school, my new friends, my degree. Everything is finally setting into place and I don't think it could get better.

And for once, just once, I don't want this to turn sour.