So so so much has changed in the past couple of weeks.
I've finally successfully completed high school..with my lame advanced diploma. I still have anger and I still need closure with the whole cheating thing from last year, especially finding out he got a honors diploma. angry but i'm just going to have to let it go. thats one thing i need to learn; how to just LET GO. i need to learn forgiveness.
ive made new friends with my little sophomores and junior! i plan on kidnapping them frequently this summer and treating them to the best places in manassas that they haven't even heard of :) i dont want them to miss out on so much their senior/junior years.
i'm going to miss some people at my school so much. not too many people, only a handful. i will miss some, and yah ill be sad i probably honestly wont see them again, but i will truely miss a good couple. i haven't cried yet..wel yeah i have about david. because he says he'll see me again but that wont happen..and taskin. i have yet to cry about anyone else yet. if i will. maybe sarah. she's been my best friend, too, for the past 5 years. i have so much to say to all of them and i just cant get so sad because i know i will see ssarah and taskin forever. though it may not be nearly as frequent as now, i WILL see tem and they will be at my coming milestones, and ill be at theres for sure.
beach tomorrow.
i wont be sober for a week
drunk on happiness, high on life.
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Time passes but one always remembers
15 years ago
